And
that's
how
you
do
it!





*LOOOOOOOOOOOVES & ADOOOOOOOOOORES* ♥♥♥

An endless sense of soul and an eternity of love
A sweet mother down below and a just father above

For living on in others, in memories and dreams
Is not enough




You want everything

Another world
Where the birds always sing
Another world
Where the sun always shines
Another world
Where nothing ever dies...

spn_j2_bigbang's schedule for 2010 is HERE and I already can't wait! \o/ And that AMAZING trailer by secretlytodream is making me even more excited! IS IT SUMMER YET?!





I must have read at least 50 stories from spn_j2_xmas the last couple of days and I'm not done yet! Man, I'M EXHAUSTED, lol! And next month, it's time for j2_everafter. Fandom is a full time job, oh, yes, it is!

The first day at work after the holidays sucked balls, booo!

Smooches to all of you! ♥

BYE BYE 2009, HELLO 2010!

I can't believe that 2009 will be over soon, it feels like this year just flew by. It was good, really good and not so good at times but in general it was pretty decent. I'm looking forward to 2010 and all the nice things I'm sure it'll bring (shockingly today I'm quite the optimist, lol). I don't have any New Year's resolutions because I SUCK at sticking to them but there are some things I REALLY want/need to do. Hopefully, I won't be a total slacker and get a couple of them done, lol!

No big plans for me tonight since I'm still sick, just dinner at my parents and a Pixar marathon with my nephew. Not really fancy but exactly what my highly medicated self needs. So, if you go out, have one for me, too, I'm not allowed to drink any alcohol, boo hoo hoo!

I hope everyone has a great time and may 2010 be the best year of the best decade we'll have - until the next one of course. And lastly, if Santa decides to pay me a visit tonight can he look a little like ( this ) Plzkthx!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!♥

ETA Eeeeeeeeeee!!! My darling fridayblues just posted her first J2 story Operation Mayhem - I Think I Love You and IT'S ALL FOR MEEEEE! \o/ And I'm sure it'll be AWESOME and LOVELY and PERFECT like everything she writes! Seriously, BEST PRESENT EVER!

So much fail LJ, so much fail!

Ok, I watched The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus earlier today and the only thing I want to say is ( this )

*deep breath*

At least, there are some ridiculously scorching hot stories over at salt_burn_porn and the cutest little AU comment!fic challenge (cheerleader!Jensen & mascot!Jared, cop!Jared & pulled-over!Jensen, wedding-photographer!Jensen & best-man!Jared, eeeeee! \o/) that ought to make me feel a little better. Or maybe I should just go to bed, today sucked beyond the telling of it in EVERY single way. Bah!

First of all, thanks SO SO SO much 120cassie and moodswingers for the lovely snowflake cookies. Smooch and smooch! ♥♥♥

What a productive Sunday I had! *shifty eyes* I spent all day in my jammies going through my gazillion tabs (people update like crazy these days, I LOVE IT!) trying to catch up, and there were quite a few gems there so I thought I should share with the rest of the class. Also, this is an attempt to lure fridayblues out of hiding. Where are you girlie, I miss you!

ART
Ponies are cute by dauntdraws
Yes, they are. Especially if the ponies look like Sam and Dean. Crackastic and hilarious!

PICSPAM
A Shadow picspam by dramaa_princess
She's like the queen of picspams, all her posts are total perfection so this couldn't be any different. It's like watching the best scenes of one of my fave episodes with extra bonus all those breathtaking close ups of Sam and Dean. God, I can't get over how beautiful both of them were in Season 1. *_*

VID
Crush by proofpudding
Teeth rotting sweet! Eeeeee, I'm grinning like a loon. Boys. In love. HAPPY PLACE!

WINCEST
Won't You Treat Him Right by balefully
So, I read this first thing in the morning and I could literally feel parts of my body I didn't even knew existed going all tingly and ahem... excited. By the time I finished reading I was red all over. MIND MELTING HOT can't really do it justice. Just UNF UNF UNF! As if I needed another proof that weecest is the most GLORIOUS thing under the sun. GUH!

J2
TKO by vamphile
I have stopped reading damaged!broken!Jensen stories some time ago (don't get me wrong, I love me some hurt!Jensen but lately it's like that's ALL people write about and not with the best of results) but I've seen this recced everywhere (yeah, I'm a sheep, lol) so I thought I'd give it a try. I'm usually a slow reader but I finished this super fast, I couldn't put it down. Kind of bleak and sad, it broke my heart a little and made me tear up. And her Jensen voice was one of the best out there, I wanted to feed him cookies and tuck him in, poor baby.

Ok, that's it! Enjoy and have a good week everyone! <333

P.S Ok, can I whine a little now? I was messing with my icon folders trying to sort them out and I realized I have more Dean than Sam icons. How is that possible?! Ok, there are only a couple more but last time I checked my Sam icons were twice as many. I don't know why but that makes me sad, considering that I save almost every single Sam icon I find it's like another sign that people don't like Sammy enough anymore. WHY people, how can you NOT love that face?

I have a date tonight! Eeeeee! Well, not exactly a date-DATE, but this cute guy that comes to the bank almost every day is in a band and they play at this club and he's been asking me to go to one of their gigs for months and today he wouldn't take no for an answer! SO, I'M GOING! I don't know how I feel about the whole thing, I mean, he's really nice and funny and sweet and I like him but at the same time I can't help feeling it's too soon. I've been single for like a month, am I ready for someone new? And yes, guys are great and all but they used to make my life DIFFICULT before, why would things be any different now? DECISIONS, DECISIONS! It's all coming back to me, being single is TOUGH!

Anyway, have some squee with your woe!

• How GORGEUS, CUTE and ADORABLE are the pics from ChiCon that wolfpup2000 has posted on her LJ? WAY TOO MUCH! *_* My absolute fave?

( Yeah, Jared, we know you love that dorkface Jensen. )

• Even if you don't give a shit about Jared and Jensen (and really, shame on you! lol) go and read this GLORIOUS piece of writing! I've read it five times in a row already, it's THAT good! GO.AND.READ.NOW!

• New SPN tonight tomorrow! \o/ I don't even care about the evil cliffhanger or the two months hiatus, I want that episode BAD!

I have to go, OMG!

I think I'm catching a cold.

DNW! I'm going to a Pet Shop Boys concert on Friday, I can't be sick! *pops pills*

Of course, my running nose didn't stop me from spending my ENTIRE afternoon ( unfing ) and ( loling )

Man, Mondays after a Con weekend are the BEST! \o/

Have a great week, y'all! <333

HELLOOOOOOOOOO! Remember me?

Sorry for being absent for so long (I haven't updated in like a month which is really lame even for me) but RL has been kicking my ass lately so I was in no mood to share my 'pleasant' personality with the world. No kidding, I was doing us all a favor.

( Woe is me! )

On fannish news, SPN continues to rock my world and feel me with joy. Seriously, this is officially the Wincestious Season and I couldn't be happier. Fucking epic! And Chicago Con is next weekend and I can't wait for the J2 overload. If things are the way they were last year my face will get stuck from smiling too much.

And because I haven't said it in far too long and I know you've been wondering, ( Sam Winchester, I love your ridiculous face so effing much! )

SMOOCHES TO ALL!

Eeeee, new Jared pics! \o/

Because that's the ONLY way for a good start to the week.

I have hearts for eyes, seriously.



( MORE UNF! )

Hate the sunglasses, LOVE the jeans! The rest (DIMPLES! HAIR! HAAAAANDS! ASS!) are perfect as ALWAYS! ♥

I have a bitch of a hangover, it's rainy and cold outside, and I have to meet my parents for lunch in half an hour, booo! So, it helps a little that the first thing I saw today after I dragged myself out of bed was that ridiculously lovely pic.

( Oh, how so cute! )

Have a nice Sunday, you all! <3

ETA Baby Kay, where are you?!

It's been raining all day long + I'm bored = meme time.

Comment and I will give you a person.
Find a picture of that person for each category.
Post the results in your journal.

So, anony_mouse19 is a big meanie and even though she knows I'm a Jared girl she gave me Jensen. Just for her own pleasure. Tks, tks, tks.

( Warning: Too much prettiness can hurt your eyes. )

♥_______♥

Sam ♥ and Dean ♥ ARE BACK!

Yeah! for new SPN bright and early in the morning! \o/

And if you haven't read about it already SPN broke Twitter. Oh, fandom! LOL

I've been sick for the last couple of days (with the stomach flu of all things, bleh!) and I REALLY need to catch up on things. Mia, I'm looking at you, girl. Hopefully soon. <3

Ok, it's late, time for bed!

ETA When you see this...

I don't want ten years. I don't want one year. I don't want candy! I want to trade places with Dean.

OH, SAMMY! *heart clench*

I had the most enjoyable time at work today since, well, forever. Our online system was off due to some kind of maintenance problems so I spent like half my day reading porn on my eReader. I'm SUCH a professional, yo!

Later, I'm meeting with fangirls for drinks and chats and bar-hopping. I haven't seen them in more than a year and our fannish interests are not exactly the same anymore but it's always great talking with people in RL about the joys of buttsex and NOT having them look at you like you're a pervert so I'm looking forward to tonight. \o/

It's only one week until the season premiere of SPN. Eeeeep, I'm so EXCITED! I have already taken next Friday off work so I can watch the episode as soon as possible (hey, don't laugh at me!) and be online while fandom will either explode with glee or start bitching. I CAN'T WAIT!

And here's a video that sums up what SPN is ALL about - in just five seconds.

( Totally made of win and lulz and awesome! )

You know, even though I LOVE looking at all the pics people take at cons and read their reports and stuff, I almost NEVER look at the posts where they show their photo op pics (because, you know, awkward) but I really think I would like to kiss that girl's FEET for this one.

( Ok, my life is now COMPLETE! )

Oh, and I FINALLY managed to watch HBP. Ron Weasley, you are my FOREVER girl! ♥

ETA Heee, just look at this little piece of ADORABLENESS!

Man, after the day I had today *pulls hair out* I was in SERIOUS need of a pick-me-up. And here it is, full Season 4 gag reel! \o/



They are such DORKS, I ADOOOOOOOORE THEM! <33333333333333333333333333

Hey, this actually looks really, REALLY good! \o/



Oh, Heath baby, ILU so much! ♥ ♥ ♥ And Johnny! And Colin! And Jude! Let's hope the movie will do all of them justice. But then again, who seriously gives a damn if The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus will be a kick ass masterpiece or a terrible piece of shit, it's a movie with Heath ON EYELINER (and a cute, little tutu skirt LOL) - and that's good enough for little old (shallow) me! *_*

Why LJ hates me so much? It was acting up ALL day yesterday and today is not much better *sadface* I need want my addiction back in full function, plzkthx!

I realized last week that it's been over a year since I fell crazy in love with these two brothers and the pretty boys that play them in that show I sometimes talk about. Well, time sure flies when you're having a blast. SPN fandom, you have ruined my life and I can't thank you enough! <333

Ok, I'm off to the beach, kisses to all. Mwah!

My vacation is finally here! \o/ I'm at my parent's country house since Friday and for the next week my schedule will be like this: wake up, go to the beach, eat, take a nap, read fic, go to the beach, watch movies, go out for drinks, sleep till noon, go to the beach, etc, etc, etc. I know, I know, it sounds hard but I will manage, hahaha. And I have my laptop with me which means I won't have a million things to catch up on when I get back, yeah!

It's Comic Con's last day today and that means it's time for the SPN panel. Neither Jared nor Jensen will be there (booo!) but hopefully enough interesting things about Season 5 will get revealed so it's all good. Plus, Season 4 gag reel will be shown - enough said, I'm laughing already! ETA OMG, I NEED TO WATCH IT RIGHT FUCKING NOW, IT SOUNDS AMAZING! *whimpers* Also, there was an Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus preview - where is it, I WANT IT!

Yesterday I watched The Outsiders on telly (which I haven't seen in years) and a couple days ago I read a BB story with Soc!Jared and Greaser!Jensen and of course Nobody's Angel by maidenofthesea came to mind. So I decided to re-read a couple of passages since I was in a 50's mood. But one chapter led to another and another and another and I stayed up until 3 o'clock in the morning because even though I have read it a lot of times I couldn't stop until it was finished. Chas, don't hate me but I miss your writing SO much! *sadface* Oh, and speaking about GREAT fic, I was lurking on the DC forum where I read that Amy's Shades of Grey will get published. No surprise there since that story is EPIC but man, sometimes I still can't believe the amount of talent a small fandom like BBM was lucky to gather at one point, I feel all nostalgic and shit. *sniff*

Anyway, enough with all the emo! I wanted to do the picture meme but my wireless is slooooooooow so I gave up on that. But since I was a terrible fangirl and I managed to miss all the posts and picspams for Jared's birthday last Sunday here's a little pic that I LOVE (even if half the time I feel like the worst stalker ever for looking at it).

( Sleeping Beauty a.k.a Jared Tristan Padalecki. )

Hope you're all well! <333

So, my Saturday so far has been craptastic (I'll spare you the boring details and just say this - bridesmaid's dress rehearsal FROM HELL! FML). But not anymore! I don't know, someone somewhere must like me because a REALLY old, unseen video (more than three years old but WHO CARES?) came out of NOWHERE just to make me feel ok that in a week from today I'm going to walk down the aile wearing a dress that looks like someone has thrown up on it in front of 200 people. Jared and Jensen, they make EVERYTHING better! \o/



I'm smiling so big my face HURTS! BOOOOOYS!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

And here's exhibit No 74879548 why Jensen Ackles is the dorkiest dork who ever dorked. *_*

( I can't stop LOLing! )

I'm sorry I haven't been around much - I'm just super busy with work and my girlfriend is still here (only for one more week *sniff*) so no time for stupid, meaningless posts. I bet that makes some of you happy, hahaha! But I'm always here even if I keep quiet. How are you all? <333

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

*SMISHES YOU ALL* ♥

I'm in such a sappy mood lately, it's embarrassing. I blame all the awesome BigBang stories I've been reading these past few days. OH, MY HEART! <333 *rolls around in all the J2 love*

It's been so hot today my brain decided to shut down and stop working. That's the ONLY reason I bought five pairs of flip-flops and ate my body weight in ice-cream. *pink* The heat made me do it, I'm totally innocent.

And on Friday, my girlfriend is coming back to spend a whole month with me! \o/ I'm SO excited and SO scared at the same time, I haven't lived with anyone else before in my life (except my family, of course). What if things go terribly, horribly WRONG? *frets*

So in order to stop myself from worrying too much, I need to watch a disgustingly cheesy, romantic movie where love conquers everything and all that shit. Any recs for me?

ETA Oh, and this video must be the funniest thing EVER! Absolutely LOLARIOUS!