I have a date tonight! Eeeeee! Well, not exactly a date-DATE, but this cute guy that comes to the bank almost every day is in a band and they play at this club and he's been asking me to go to one of their gigs for months and today he wouldn't take no for an answer! SO, I'M GOING! I don't know how I feel about the whole thing, I mean, he's really nice and funny and sweet and I like him but at the same time I can't help feeling it's too soon. I've been single for like a month, am I ready for someone new? And yes, guys are great and all but they used to make my life DIFFICULT before, why would things be any different now? DECISIONS, DECISIONS! It's all coming back to me, being single is TOUGH!

Anyway, have some squee with your woe!

• How GORGEUS, CUTE and ADORABLE are the pics from ChiCon that wolfpup2000 has posted on her LJ? WAY TOO MUCH! *_* My absolute fave?

( Yeah, Jared, we know you love that dorkface Jensen. )

• Even if you don't give a shit about Jared and Jensen (and really, shame on you! lol) go and read this GLORIOUS piece of writing! I've read it five times in a row already, it's THAT good! GO.AND.READ.NOW!

• New SPN tonight tomorrow! \o/ I don't even care about the evil cliffhanger or the two months hiatus, I want that episode BAD!

I have to go, OMG!

I think I'm catching a cold.

DNW! I'm going to a Pet Shop Boys concert on Friday, I can't be sick! *pops pills*

Of course, my running nose didn't stop me from spending my ENTIRE afternoon ( unfing ) and ( loling )

Man, Mondays after a Con weekend are the BEST! \o/

Have a great week, y'all! <333

HELLOOOOOOOOOO! Remember me?

Sorry for being absent for so long (I haven't updated in like a month which is really lame even for me) but RL has been kicking my ass lately so I was in no mood to share my 'pleasant' personality with the world. No kidding, I was doing us all a favor.

( Woe is me! )

On fannish news, SPN continues to rock my world and feel me with joy. Seriously, this is officially the Wincestious Season and I couldn't be happier. Fucking epic! And Chicago Con is next weekend and I can't wait for the J2 overload. If things are the way they were last year my face will get stuck from smiling too much.

And because I haven't said it in far too long and I know you've been wondering, ( Sam Winchester, I love your ridiculous face so effing much! )

SMOOCHES TO ALL!

Eeeee, new Jared pics! \o/

Because that's the ONLY way for a good start to the week.

I have hearts for eyes, seriously.



( MORE UNF! )

Hate the sunglasses, LOVE the jeans! The rest (DIMPLES! HAIR! HAAAAANDS! ASS!) are perfect as ALWAYS! ♥

I have a bitch of a hangover, it's rainy and cold outside, and I have to meet my parents for lunch in half an hour, booo! So, it helps a little that the first thing I saw today after I dragged myself out of bed was that ridiculously lovely pic.

( Oh, how so cute! )

Have a nice Sunday, you all! <3

ETA Baby Kay, where are you?!

It's been raining all day long + I'm bored = meme time.

Comment and I will give you a person.
Find a picture of that person for each category.
Post the results in your journal.

So, anony_mouse19 is a big meanie and even though she knows I'm a Jared girl she gave me Jensen. Just for her own pleasure. Tks, tks, tks.

( Warning: Too much prettiness can hurt your eyes. )

♥_______♥

Sam ♥ and Dean ♥ ARE BACK!

Yeah! for new SPN bright and early in the morning! \o/

And if you haven't read about it already SPN broke Twitter. Oh, fandom! LOL

I've been sick for the last couple of days (with the stomach flu of all things, bleh!) and I REALLY need to catch up on things. Mia, I'm looking at you, girl. Hopefully soon. <3

Ok, it's late, time for bed!

ETA When you see this...

I don't want ten years. I don't want one year. I don't want candy! I want to trade places with Dean.

OH, SAMMY! *heart clench*

I had the most enjoyable time at work today since, well, forever. Our online system was off due to some kind of maintenance problems so I spent like half my day reading porn on my eReader. I'm SUCH a professional, yo!

Later, I'm meeting with fangirls for drinks and chats and bar-hopping. I haven't seen them in more than a year and our fannish interests are not exactly the same anymore but it's always great talking with people in RL about the joys of buttsex and NOT having them look at you like you're a pervert so I'm looking forward to tonight. \o/

It's only one week until the season premiere of SPN. Eeeeep, I'm so EXCITED! I have already taken next Friday off work so I can watch the episode as soon as possible (hey, don't laugh at me!) and be online while fandom will either explode with glee or start bitching. I CAN'T WAIT!

And here's a video that sums up what SPN is ALL about - in just five seconds.

( Totally made of win and lulz and awesome! )

You know, even though I LOVE looking at all the pics people take at cons and read their reports and stuff, I almost NEVER look at the posts where they show their photo op pics (because, you know, awkward) but I really think I would like to kiss that girl's FEET for this one.

( Ok, my life is now COMPLETE! )

Oh, and I FINALLY managed to watch HBP. Ron Weasley, you are my FOREVER girl! ♥

ETA Heee, just look at this little piece of ADORABLENESS!

Man, after the day I had today *pulls hair out* I was in SERIOUS need of a pick-me-up. And here it is, full Season 4 gag reel! \o/



They are such DORKS, I ADOOOOOOOORE THEM! <33333333333333333333333333

Hey, this actually looks really, REALLY good! \o/



Oh, Heath baby, ILU so much! ♥ ♥ ♥ And Johnny! And Colin! And Jude! Let's hope the movie will do all of them justice. But then again, who seriously gives a damn if The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus will be a kick ass masterpiece or a terrible piece of shit, it's a movie with Heath ON EYELINER (and a cute, little tutu skirt LOL) - and that's good enough for little old (shallow) me! *_*

Why LJ hates me so much? It was acting up ALL day yesterday and today is not much better *sadface* I need want my addiction back in full function, plzkthx!

I realized last week that it's been over a year since I fell crazy in love with these two brothers and the pretty boys that play them in that show I sometimes talk about. Well, time sure flies when you're having a blast. SPN fandom, you have ruined my life and I can't thank you enough! <333

Ok, I'm off to the beach, kisses to all. Mwah!

My vacation is finally here! \o/ I'm at my parent's country house since Friday and for the next week my schedule will be like this: wake up, go to the beach, eat, take a nap, read fic, go to the beach, watch movies, go out for drinks, sleep till noon, go to the beach, etc, etc, etc. I know, I know, it sounds hard but I will manage, hahaha. And I have my laptop with me which means I won't have a million things to catch up on when I get back, yeah!

It's Comic Con's last day today and that means it's time for the SPN panel. Neither Jared nor Jensen will be there (booo!) but hopefully enough interesting things about Season 5 will get revealed so it's all good. Plus, Season 4 gag reel will be shown - enough said, I'm laughing already! ETA OMG, I NEED TO WATCH IT RIGHT FUCKING NOW, IT SOUNDS AMAZING! *whimpers* Also, there was an Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus preview - where is it, I WANT IT!

Yesterday I watched The Outsiders on telly (which I haven't seen in years) and a couple days ago I read a BB story with Soc!Jared and Greaser!Jensen and of course Nobody's Angel by maidenofthesea came to mind. So I decided to re-read a couple of passages since I was in a 50's mood. But one chapter led to another and another and another and I stayed up until 3 o'clock in the morning because even though I have read it a lot of times I couldn't stop until it was finished. Chas, don't hate me but I miss your writing SO much! *sadface* Oh, and speaking about GREAT fic, I was lurking on the DC forum where I read that Amy's Shades of Grey will get published. No surprise there since that story is EPIC but man, sometimes I still can't believe the amount of talent a small fandom like BBM was lucky to gather at one point, I feel all nostalgic and shit. *sniff*

Anyway, enough with all the emo! I wanted to do the picture meme but my wireless is slooooooooow so I gave up on that. But since I was a terrible fangirl and I managed to miss all the posts and picspams for Jared's birthday last Sunday here's a little pic that I LOVE (even if half the time I feel like the worst stalker ever for looking at it).

( Sleeping Beauty a.k.a Jared Tristan Padalecki. )

Hope you're all well! <333

So, my Saturday so far has been craptastic (I'll spare you the boring details and just say this - bridesmaid's dress rehearsal FROM HELL! FML). But not anymore! I don't know, someone somewhere must like me because a REALLY old, unseen video (more than three years old but WHO CARES?) came out of NOWHERE just to make me feel ok that in a week from today I'm going to walk down the aile wearing a dress that looks like someone has thrown up on it in front of 200 people. Jared and Jensen, they make EVERYTHING better! \o/



I'm smiling so big my face HURTS! BOOOOOYS!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

And here's exhibit No 74879548 why Jensen Ackles is the dorkiest dork who ever dorked. *_*

( I can't stop LOLing! )

I'm sorry I haven't been around much - I'm just super busy with work and my girlfriend is still here (only for one more week *sniff*) so no time for stupid, meaningless posts. I bet that makes some of you happy, hahaha! But I'm always here even if I keep quiet. How are you all? <333

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

*SMISHES YOU ALL* ♥

I'm in such a sappy mood lately, it's embarrassing. I blame all the awesome BigBang stories I've been reading these past few days. OH, MY HEART! <333 *rolls around in all the J2 love*

It's been so hot today my brain decided to shut down and stop working. That's the ONLY reason I bought five pairs of flip-flops and ate my body weight in ice-cream. *pink* The heat made me do it, I'm totally innocent.

And on Friday, my girlfriend is coming back to spend a whole month with me! \o/ I'm SO excited and SO scared at the same time, I haven't lived with anyone else before in my life (except my family, of course). What if things go terribly, horribly WRONG? *frets*

So in order to stop myself from worrying too much, I need to watch a disgustingly cheesy, romantic movie where love conquers everything and all that shit. Any recs for me?

ETA Oh, and this video must be the funniest thing EVER! Absolutely LOLARIOUS!

Note to self: It is NOT a good idea going to the beach when you're nursing the hangover from hell. Not a good idea AT ALL. Especially when you fall asleep on the sand only to discover two hours later that your back is a not-too-pretty shade of lobster red and your front is as pale as a baby's bottom. FAILBOAT!

I've been away for most of the weekend and I have a million things to catch up on but I'm too tired for that. Thank god, tomorrow is a holiday and I'm off work. \o/ Plus, I'm a little sad because I was defriended by someone from the BBM fandom yesterday and even though I know I really shouldn't mind (she was not on my flist anyway and I have stopped reading her stories some time ago), it feels like I'm drifting away from the fandom more and more each day and it bugs me. I mean, I know it's my choice but it feels strange to not care as much as I did about Ennis and Jack, it's like I’m letting them down or something. I realize how stupid that sounds, I have to accept the fact that they are not my No 1 interest anymore and move on but the emo kid in me who doesn't like changes has to make a big deal out of something that is supposed to be just for fun. It sucks to be me sometimes.

ANYWAY!

spn_j2_bigbang's posting starts tomorrow, I'M SO EXCITED! I have even made a schedule with the things I want to read, I'm that organized! LOLOL If you won't see me around much until August that will be the reason.

And a meme!

Rules:
1. Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper at their LiveJournal.
2. Explain in five sentences words why you're using that wallpaper.
3. Don't change your wallpaper before doing this. The point is to see what you had on.

( Can you guess what it is? )

ETA Why so fucking perfect all the time Jared Padalecki, WHY SO FUCKING PERFECT? <333

So, yesterday afternoon I attended my first yoga class and omg, it was one of the most traumatizing experiences of MY LIFE. Almost a day later and I can't move at all, I'm sore in places I never thought existed in my body and I feel like I was hit by a bus. I can't believe I'm in such a state, isn't this shit suppose to be relaxing?! I know that my body has to adjust but hell, that was PAINFUL. The worse thing though was my instructor; she was one of those perky, new age kind of people with a smile plastered on her face the whole time who went on and on and on about "reaching out to touch our inner peacefulness" (WTF?!) when most of us were groaning from the struggle to keep our feet above our heads in a really weird angle. I wanted to punch her SO MUCH. The only thing that didn't hurt was the breathing exercises but they didn't last very long, everything after that was pure torture, I'm surprised I didn't break anything. By the end I was so exhausted I almost fell asleep when we were lying on the mats stretching out. It was one hell of an afternoon. But I don't think I hated it enough not to go again, yeah, I'm that crazy that I have decided to go to at least one more lesson. Don't ask me why, I have NO IDEA, all the blood that went in my head must have messed something up, ahaha!

Anyway, when I came home all I wanted to do was go to bed and sleep for a week, I didn't even have the energy to follow any of the tweets from Asylum where No 1 topic of discussion was Jensen's longish hair! *_* I missed all the fun. STUPID YOGA! But today I'm not going anywhere (not that I could move even if I wanted to), hopefully all the con reports will make me forget my pain.

But before I drag myself back to bed because even my butt hurts when I sit, some young Jared pics because fridayblues asked for them . And whatever Bluesy wants, Bluesy gets. ♥ ♥ ♥

( Eeeep, so pretty! )

How are you? <33333

It's so hot tonight I have lost the will to move. And there's nothing on TV. I'm booooored. So...

The problem with LiveJournal:

We all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other.

So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious or maybe not, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you!

Ok, hit me! But not too hard, hahaha!

I have started re-watching SPN from the beginning (I'm going through withdrawal already, how sad am I?) and this scene is probably one of my favorites EVER!

( I wonder why... )

And for the BBM people on my f-list, go THERE and check the ADORABLE Ennis and Jack paper dolls the awesomeenniscake have made. OMG, I want to pinch their cheeks, they're so cute! *_*

Wow, that post was the epitome of RANDOM! *facepalm*

Hellooooooo, you guys! *waves*

Did you miss me? I haven't been here in like a month so I thought I should stop by and let you know I'm not dead or anything like that. I've just been in a really WEIRD mood so I haven't felt like talking much. BLEH! Nothing's wrong but I just feel off somehow - booo! DNW! Anyway, I hope my crankiness will go away soon, it stops me from enjoying the fabulous weather we're having lately - I might even hit the beach tomorrow, the sun is GLORIOUS! \o/

Thankfully, there are things that make me squee:

1) The season finale of SPN! I SURVIVED IT! \o/ I was soooo afraid of watching this episode but yeah! it ended in the most satisfying way possible - Dean and Sam having hot and dirty makeup sex clinging at each other while the world is coming to an end. Eeeeeeeeeep!

( Oh, just look at them! )

But the summer hiatus is going to be HARD! *weeps* Can it be September now? Plzkthx!

2) A week off from work on June. Apparently, I have too many vacation days left from last year (how is that possible? O_o) so my boss decided that I must take some time off. I'm not complaining of course, I just want to see the spn_j2_bigbang posting schedule to decide on the date. *major facepalm* Yes, I'm spending a whole week reading fic, DO NOT JUDGE ME! But you know, just the thought makes me giddy, I cannot wait to read all the awesome stories that will come out this year! Roll on June!

3) Asylum Con in just two weeks! The J2 goodness is going to be EPIC! What will they say, what will the doooooooo? I want huge amounts of touching, lots of eye fucking, smiling at each other like lovestruck idiots and humping is totally a MUST. Do not let me down boys! ♥

4) The world premiere of 'The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus' on Cannes next week!!! I want a real trailer and new pics so fucking much! Oh, Heathy, I miss your beautiful face! *_*

5) Watching Eurovision later tonight, hahaha! I know, I know, it's trashy and totally camp and some of the songs and the *koff*performances*koff* could only be described as lame but OMG! IT'S SO MUCH FUN! I laugh and I laugh and I LAUGH! Plus, our song has many chances of winning so I wouldn't miss it for the world. Oh, Europe, you're so made of bad haircuts, ridiculous clothes, half naked women and gay boys! *looooooooves*

6) ( THIS MOVIE! )

I saw the trailer last week on ohnotheydidnt and almost everywhere afterwards and I WANT IT NOW!

All the above are helping me deal with things that harsh my squee:

1) I haven't seen my girlfriend in ages. The long distance thing sucks but hopefully we will make things work out...? *sadface*

2) Yesterday, I had a huge fight at work with the office dick; I mean, I even yelled at him, and I never EVER yell at people. I don't like how easily he can make me lose my temper, I have to work on that but the guy is a certified asshole, I can't help it. Grrrrrrr!

3) On Tuesday, after a hellish day at work I drove in the worst traffic imaginable (a 30 minutes drive took me almost 2 hours!) in order to see Depeche Mode live only to discover that Dave Gahan has taken ill and the concert was cancelled. I was so pissed and tired I almost cried.

Anyway, that's all from me. What about you, it's like most of you have disappeared as well. Is it a spring thing or what? Come back here!

I know that everyone and their mother has posted that picture by now but this is like the most adorable thing in the WORLD and I need to have it on my LJ for the REST OF MY LIFE. ♥ ♥ ♥

Because, see, THIS is the right way to look at your platonic best friend (with whom you just happen to share a mortgage with). Seriously, guys, IDEK anymore.

From bobbinrob



I have like a gazillion posts and pics and videos to catch up on but it's so damn late and the drive back took forever so they'll have to wait until tomorrow BUT one thing is for certain.

Jared Padalecki is the most beautiful man on the face of the earth. *_*





And his boyfriend is not half-bad either. *_*



From katysam

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Oh, Dr. Kinsey, you know me too well.

How are you all? I kind of disappeared lately but I got the post-birthday blues (is it normal that I hate it every time my age is on an even number? I was perfectly happy when I was 33 and I will be just fine next year when I turn 35, but 34 just bugs the fuck out of me. Agrrrrrr! Why am I SO weird?) so I was on mute mode for the last two weeks or something. My mood is not much better (today is Good Friday and I'm at my mom's who lives just across a church and the bells have been ringing morosely ALL DAY LONG and I never wanted to turn deaf more in my life) but I'll be gone for the next three days and I didn't want to leave you without your frequent doses of my whining, hahaha.

Plus, I was bored out of my skull so I did the unthinkable - I wrote fic! *facepalm* It was actually a half-drank joke and so very BAD and my girlfriend was laughing for like 10 minutes when she read it (and it was not for the right reasons LOL) but it made me feel good to actually write something when I thought I never would. Of course, I'm TRULY grateful none of my TPs got hurt in the process. Poor Ron, on the other hand... I blame the latest HBP trailer *nods*

And since no post of mine without a Jared/Jensen mention should ever be made, here are the boys in Sydney for the Con all scruffy and in love. And I read a comment somewhere that said that Jared looks two days away from Joaquin Phoenix – no true but soooo funny. \o/ But how much it sucks that I will be without my laptop on the weekend and that means NO Con news and pics for me until late Monday? *sob sob sob* I don't want to goooooooooo! *clings* What if they announce their wedding or something and I'll be the last one to knoooooooooow. Stupid Easter!

ETA I have a question! Can somebody please explain to me why in nearly every J2 fic I read people take off their shoes when they enter a house? And I don't mean their own houses, I mean they do this all the time, even when they go visiting people they don't really know all that well. Is that a North American thing, is it a Texas thing, what?! It puzzles me greatly. Told you I'm bored.